So I’ll get the sadness out the way real quick, but 2 years ago today my puppy, Murdoch died by getting hit by a car while I was in California seeing my brother off to Afghanistan (marine). The worst part as most would think would be the fact that he was killed by getting hit by the car, but for me is knowing that he got out of the yard looking for me because it was storming really bad and he’s deathly afraid of thunder & lightning.
That I have to live with for the rest of my life and it’s really really hard, but moving on.
So today this comes in the mail…..
Most if not ALL of you are thinking ‘well what the fuck does that have to do with him?’.
You see Murdoch was born on December 19th, 1997 and if you’re a fan of Titanic, you would know that’s the US date of when Titanic was released into theaters.
And because of that fact, I named Murdoch after one of my favorite characters/person in the movie. First Officer Murdoch.
I bet you were thinking Jack Dawson was my favorite, which I mean Leo is my favorite, why would I just single his character out when him all by himself is my favorite.
ANYWAYS, so there’s that.
Then after playing the Titanic Soundtrack in honor of Murdoch and because I got it in the mail today, I put my cleaning playlist on and “I Was Broken” by Marcus Foster (also covered by Robert Pattinson) came on.
Which is how I feel without Murdoch.
Well after bawling for a good 30 minutes, since I WAS at the moment looking through pictures of Murdoch on my facebook - which sidenote I HIGHLY do NOT recommend listening to that song and looking a pictures of someone you miss very much, cause it’ll rip you apart.
So yea there really was no point to this post except that I love how things fall into place like that with signs and I mean they alot of the times don’t make sense but it’s almost like there’s someone there trying to confront you or say ‘hi’. You know?
I miss you every fucking day and love you so fucking much puppy <3
For those who don’t know what this person has done, she has taken the names, addresses and other personal info of LGBTQ people, and is sending this information out to the whole world, and outing these people against their will.
I can NOT wait to get the FUCK out of work right now.
Everything is pissing me the fuck off, especially the fact that BOTH new girls have taken 2 of my favorite seats at work >:o
You know I’m ok with people that have been here longer then me to sit in my fave seats, but for someone that has been here only a month, UM NO MI GUSTA MOTHERFUCKERS.
This is the Nerd Corner, seriously only like the cool nerds sit back here, THEY ARE NOT NERDS AND THERE FOR NOT ALLOWED.
What makes all this worse, is they’re both extremely nice.
So I of course I am the asshole.
But I’m sorry there’s these corner desks in the back where no one can bother me (yes I am very anti social most of the time) but still around people so if I do wanna interact I still can and these new motherfuckers keep taking THEM BOTH.
Um HELLO you’re people persons so go be around fucking PEOPLE, ugh.
There’s that, then there’s something going on with Leilani, because she very nastily snapped at me, which I’m sure she didn’t realize she did, but she did all the same. So I’ve also been pissed off about that all day, which is funny because she just bought me a strawberry smoothie.
Which is watered down all to hell, won’t be getting any smoothies from Fresh again.
On top of that I’m at work so I’m having to deal with people on the phone which isn’t good considering I wanna rip someone’s face off. If I was rich in bad luck, today would probably be a day I could easily get fired for being a bitch to people, haha.
Luckily thus far the phones havent been THAT busy, plus I get to leave early today (6pm) because I have a hockey game later.
Which I’m getting more angry about because we’re FINALLY playing Khabibulin (first time since 2004) and I can’t even enjoy that.
THEN on top of that we’re going to the midnight showing of Hunger Games tonight.
At this point I’m coming down from the anger and am just sad, hungry and wanna go to sleep :(
FUCK YOU PMS.
UPDATE: I forgot to mention that the headset I’m using at work does NOT work and EVERY FUCKING person starts the phone call with their bitching of “UM I CAN’T HEAR YOU”. Talk about wanting to punch babies in the FACE.